I often ask myself being new to the lifestyle and connecting with my submissive side are emotions a curse or a strength. I am not one to hide behind my emotions I do everything in my power to hide my emotions. But I can’t seem to do that with Daddy and Sugar. It’s crazy! I feel at times that I just want to be tough and hard and hold on to things. But it’s not that easy. In my training I am working on really understanding to completely trust and to identify with my feelings and the needs of my family. Feelings emotions tears laughter all things I desire to share and give to them because it makes our bond stronger. But these same emotions/feelings have been used against me in the past. But I know it’s important to be open.
Daddy and sugar won’t let me run from my emotions or feelings they expect me to share and they accept them not as a sign of weakness or a sign of strength but as a way to learn more about me and where I am in my journey to full submission to daddy.