I don’t often miss daddy as much as I did today. I had a terrible feeling that things were wrong. He was woken up by a phone call that really made me upset last night. I didn’t know about it until this morning, but being the empath I am, I knew something was off. Creepy Gift lives. Daddy assured me he was fine, but exhausted and that he’d be absolutely fine and he was thinking of me and my sister. I spent the whole day feeling odd. Strange behaviour for me. Very strange. I didn’t like it at all. I talked to him very briefly on the phone. It made me feel better, even if it was just a minute or two. I hate when I go too long without seeing him. It’s very hard for my sister and I to be away from Daddy for too long. Glad things seem okay. All will be fine. I am fine— doesn’t mean I miss him any less. Pout.
Daddy asked Kitty and I to spend some girly time together. So Kitty came over my house and I greeted her in panties and bra at the door. She came in and I gave her a BIG kiss and hug. I was so happy to see her. Then we went upstairs to the bedroom and we both got naked pretty quickly. Kitty really liked being a little Domme herself tonight. We had fun. We were romping in the bed, with Kitty’s face between my legs for a long time. Then things got very hot. I started rubbing Kitty’s clit and finding her g spot and fucking her with my fingers. (oh who needs toys! LOL) and she did the same. The hotter she got, the hotter I got and well—we sort of, kind of, pretty much, made a puddle in the bed. We laughed and hugged each other then we did facetime with Daddy. He gave us more fun things to do! I was instructed to take Kitty into the bath tub and pee on her hands. Daddy got to watch the whole thing. Then I spanked Kitty and used a crop on her. The picture of her pretty ass is in our Real People page. Kitty and I kissed and then I made Kitty cum again and she made me do the same. Daddy watched us 69 with each other and cum again but the most adorable thing was the happy look on his face. I know Kitty would say the same thing. He was beaming like the sunshine. When I see Daddy that happy, my world is perfect. I know Kitty loved it too! What a great day for me! giggle.
Daddies, Sisters and Friends – Oh My!
As my sister, Kitty said today, we are good friends. I have been friends with Daddy for quite awhile. By friends, I don’t mean the typical kind of friend, but a deep, emotional bond that close deep friendships have. Yes, we are sexually active with each other, yes, I feel a close bond and love them in a romantic love type of way, and yes, I love to please them both in my most submissive way, but the over-lying depth of this relationship is an unconditional friendship and love. We can talk to each other about anything, we can bitch and moan about our spouses, our weight, our kids, our car’s being in the shop, our work situations-ANYTHING. When I see them it takes all of my power not to jump into their arms and say make me naked in 2 seconds flat and take me. Or I’ll make you naked in 2 seconds flat, but that reason is they understand me. Daddy knows when I need reassurance, Kitty knows when I just need to vent. Yesterday, Daddy took Kitty to breakfast, I am out of town so I couldn’t meet them, I was so happy that they got to spend some time together. It didn’t bother me in the least. I knew they would BOTH tell me about it and I was special in both their lives. That’s it- Nirvana, I am special to not one person but two. There are no secrets, nothing to hide. I know we all have our best interests at heart. I truly love them and yes, that just feels damn good.
The Upcoming Week-06/15/2015
I am just a happy little Submissive. I have the best little family. All is right in my world. My sister and I have a meeting scheduled. I hope to see Daddy this week, if only for a little while. I am so excited. Daddy seems happy with us. I am feeling all warm and snuggly inside. I haven’t been this happy in a very long time. I am just in love with life. Oh yeah my family too! 🙂
I promise to care about my families feelings. I will stop and come out of myself for a few moments to see how you both are feeling. I will remind you to allow me to process when something is feeling bad. Most of the time it’s something in me that is scared. She (my little) gets so scared so many times. Once I have identified her fear, I can usually go back to my natural non-jealous, non-envious state. I will promise to care for you both. To do my best to make you happy. To hold your hearts a little tighter. To smile a little brighter with each passing day.
My insecurities are my Achilles Heel. I will promise not to let them over-power my thoughts. When they do, I promise to communicate them to you both. To guide me to feeling safe and secure again. I love our little family. I will not be hurtful to it.
Wants and Needs
Sometimes we all need something. A hug, a kiss, to be loved, but those things really don’t take money. Most of the things we need take other people and their time. Of course, food, shelter and clothing are needs too. They take money, but I am talking about needing emotional things. I may want lots of things, but I truly don’t need them. I gain fulfillment from being with my little family. It’s not every day or even every week, but I cherish every moment we all spend together. We all do. That is a need, to find time in our lives to spend even a few hours together. Sometimes it’s Kitty and I shopping, or daddy and I getting coffee in the morning together for a little. It’s not always sexual, that is fabulous always but not the reason we are all together. It’s deeper, much deeper than that. It’s time we have to spoil and pamper each other. I need to do that for daddy and Kitty and I find they have that same need.
Daddy is often uncomfortable with us pampering him. It’s comical to see his reaction to us. He definitely enjoys it and he is always grateful. It’s the gratitude we have for how we please each other that is so lacking in so many relationships. If we do anything, big or small, it’s never expected or taken for granted. It’s appreciated and simply accepted as a true gift of love.
When someone does something nice for you show gratitude. It could be they cheered you up or made you laugh or brought you a cupcake. Let them know you appreciate it. And that it makes you happy. Life is too short to expect things. When you expect nothing and get anything you are always happy. Happiness comes from my family and radiates outwardly. It spills over to my entire life.
I am one happy little person. And I have the best family ever. Hugs and kisses! Sugar.
Being an Empath – AKA the Creepy Gift
What is an Empath? you may be asking yourself. Let’s just say that I feel things, things I shouldn’t, I know things, things I have no business knowing. I know that people need me when they haven’t talked to me in awhile, I know how people are feeling from a simple word “hello.” I not only know this but I can feel your heart and soul when you are feeling those things. It’s often maddening. But it allows me to know who you are. Not the superficial person you want the world to see but who you really are. I know when you need alone time, when a hug and a kiss are needed. I also can make you laugh when your sad. It’s funny actually, as much as I feel sadness, I also feel happiness and laughter. I laugh hard, harder than most. I will make you laugh too! I have been told I’m scary. Unfortunately, I don’t have this “gift” with everyone but when I do you can hide. It’s like being inside of you. I see and feel what you do, from your perspective. As a child, I used to think everyone had this ability. Hence mean people baffled me. Still do to this day actually. I don’t understand why they would be mean. sigh
Daddy is always amazed when I tell him about people. I am usually right. I haven’t actually taken data on how many times I am right but about 80% sounds good. I have actually repeated conversations that have taken place I had no knowledge of. At first, I am scary to some, then when you get used to it, I am the person you run to to find out what someone else is feeling. grin How does this relate to my submission or my family? I saw daddy for the first time walking from a short distance. My heart leaped, I knew what a good soul he had. He was not as happy then as now, but I knew there was goodness and kindness inside of him. I also knew I would one day love him. I fought this. I tried hard to protect myself, I was afraid, what if I was wrong? What if? What if? I grew to trust him more each day. Slowly, day by day we grew. I can honestly say he doesn’t ever lie to me. NEVER. Nor I to him. It’s one of the most amazing things, ever. And when he smiles, I feel that to the depths of my spirit, my soul.
When I met my sister, I knew she was special. She had an enthusiastic way about her. I knew from feeling her she was good. I allowed her to find her way to us slowly, at her pace. We were waiting for her. Waiting to allow her to bloom as the submissive woman she was. Strong as steel on the outside and soft as a rose petal inside. She is special, one of a kind and I adore her. (so does daddy!)
If you would like to learn more about Empaths, check out this site: EMPATHS GUIDE It describes me better than I can do it myself.